Sunday, 31 August 2003, 2:57:02 EDT

So today is my birthday. I had a birthday "party" on the 30th. I had a real good time with Jay and Jacky.

Although, I think that Jay only stayed as long as he did because I was feeling so down about other people skippping out so early.

I just don't get it. I know I am not that exciting of a guy but why do you have to make other plans on my birthday when I have given you a heads up a month and a half prior? All I want is for those that I believe to be my "friends" to celebrate my birthday with me without making other plans.